Thread: The Mental Health Thread

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    I'm starting to wonder if this constant abasement is a product of something other than my environment. This isn't how I suffered depression before, but then it was both more severe and a symptom of a health problem I now have under control.

    Sigh. I don't know.
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    I kind of lowkey want to die right now.
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    I've felt pretty sh!t all day. Just morose. I just have this 'I want to go home' feeling, but I am home. I guess I just want to go back to happier times. I'm homesick for happiness?

    I spent a good portion of this morning just lying on my back staring at the ceiling. I've got so much to do and I just cannot muster the energy.

    I'm just so sad right now. I just want to cry and for everything to be better. I don't know how I'm going to do all of this.

    I just. =(
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    Quote Originally Posted by Jester View Post
    I've felt pretty sh!t all day. Just morose. I just have this 'I want to go home' feeling, but I am home. I guess I just want to go back to happier times. I'm homesick for happiness?

    I spent a good portion of this morning just lying on my back staring at the ceiling. I've got so much to do and I just cannot muster the energy.

    I'm just so sad right now. I just want to cry and for everything to be better. I don't know how I'm going to do all of this.

    I just. =(
    know exactly what you mean about feeling home sick but you're home. it's like feeling completely lonely when you are in a room full of people...

    have you talked to anyone about how you're feeling? you do sound very low :(
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    I hate this anxiety! Everytime I think I'm fine something happens.
    Meant to be going out with the girls in my flat, got ready and everything and sat there waiting for the others to get ready and one of them to get home from work. She then comes home with a bunch of other people and they are all sat in our tiny living room whilst I'm sat in my room crying because I can't deal with that many people unexpectedly and everyones bugging me to come out but I can't. I haven't worked myself up to deal with that many people.




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    *screaming*
    You sort of start thinking anything's possible if you've got enough nerve.

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    I think I've only ever posted in this thread once and it was almost a year ago. But I wanted to say how proud I am of myself for the improvements I have made in my life and how far I've come. I have learnt so much about myself and pushed myself and I'm not fully there, but I'm well on the way to be.
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    I swallowed my pride and finally admitted to my boss that I am struggling with my anxiety and that the times I do my shifts at isn't helping matters as I work 3pm to 7pm all week and it doesnt really leave me with time for a proper social life, also it just gives my anxiety time to increase in the mornings until I go to work so I end up having an attack. So my boss listened to me and said he will see what he can do about my hours like give me morning shifts or more earlier afternoons times. So wait and see if it will happen. My boss told me that I was close to a disciplinary action due to my levels of absences so it was good timing I had a chat to him!







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    I've struggled for years with anxiety. CBT training does NOT work for me as it isn't getting to the root cause of my fears/worries. Mental health runs a lot in my family. My father committed suicide just over two years ago, my uncle, (his brother), did the same years ago and many family members are affected one way or another. And if one more person says 'happy pills' or 'they took the coward's way out' I think I'll scream. So much ignorance and misunderstanding concerning mental health. In this day and age, it's outrageous! Good luck to everyone suffering, whether it's anxiety or depression, etc. I feel for you.

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    I feel like a waste of human being.
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