Thread: The Mental Health Thread

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    I can't do it anymore, I can't keep fighting whatever it is that makes me so unhappy. I'm done
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    1/1/14 = having a nervous breakdown at midnight, crying my eyes out, wishing i was dead, only to have my dad scream at me for ruining his night off. I ended up being comforted on my bedroom floor by my nana, who was the only person in the house who was speaking to me.

    1/1/15 = watching fireworks outside my house with my girlfriend and waking up next to her this morning and being truly, genuinely, happy.

    it's amazing how much can change in a year <3
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    It still amazes me how much my mum can get into my head, ended up self harming last night after spending an evening with her. The worst part being stuck in a car with her so I couldn't even get away and she chose that moment to talk about extremely triggering things for me.
    Piercings: 6 lobes, 2 12mm stretched lobes, 4 helices, 3 tragus, daith, 2 nostril, 2.4mm VCH, 2.4mm daith
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    Sorry to hear that Hazel, are you okay now?

    My mental health issues are becoming more and more debilitating. I couldn't even bring myself to get on a bus yesterday cos I couldn't handle the idea of speaking to the driver and having to ask for a fare I'd never got before. This is kinda ridiculous. I feel ridiculous
    Got: Left Ear: Lobe (19mm/5mm/1.6mm), 4xhelix, 5mm conch

    Right Ear: Lobe (19mm/5mm/1.6mm), inner helix, orbital (Top)

    Other: 4xtongue (2/2.4/3.2mm), septum

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    Hope you're feeling a bit better now H <3 message me any time you want to chat xxx

    Nat is there any MH support you can access at your new place? Feel free to message me if you want/need to <3
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    I'm registered with a GP down here now. And I need to make an appointment but it's just one of many things I can't bring myself to do right now. I seem to be stuck in a vicious cycle really :/
    Got: Left Ear: Lobe (19mm/5mm/1.6mm), 4xhelix, 5mm conch

    Right Ear: Lobe (19mm/5mm/1.6mm), inner helix, orbital (Top)

    Other: 4xtongue (2/2.4/3.2mm), septum

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    Is there a less intimidating way you could try, like emailling a support service or something?
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    Not that I know of. It's a very small place I'm not sure there's much in the way of support
    Got: Left Ear: Lobe (19mm/5mm/1.6mm), 4xhelix, 5mm conch

    Right Ear: Lobe (19mm/5mm/1.6mm), inner helix, orbital (Top)

    Other: 4xtongue (2/2.4/3.2mm), septum

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    Thanks ladies, the bf is looking after me well, feeling a bit better, time away from her helps.

    I hope you can break the cycle Nat, why don't you email help@mind.co.uk and see if someone there can help?
    Piercings: 6 lobes, 2 12mm stretched lobes, 4 helices, 3 tragus, daith, 2 nostril, 2.4mm VCH, 2.4mm daith
    Modifications: 5mm septum punch,
    coinslot ear cartilage removal, 5mm conch punch
    Cosmetic Modifications: Scar removal x7, semi permanent eyebrows, semi permanent eyeliner, semi permanent lipstick, lip dermal filler, botox
    Retired Piercings: 3 nipple, tongue, 4 philtrum, 4 eyebrow, 2 outer labia, VCH, 1 lobe, rook, nostril, 3 nape MDs, 2 wrist MDs, septum, 3 upper conch, conch, 5 helices
    Tattoos: 95 hours
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    I don't think I'd even know what to say Hazel
    Got: Left Ear: Lobe (19mm/5mm/1.6mm), 4xhelix, 5mm conch

    Right Ear: Lobe (19mm/5mm/1.6mm), inner helix, orbital (Top)

    Other: 4xtongue (2/2.4/3.2mm), septum

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