tbh rhi, hes a man abave all men, hes the one who wants to fight for his contry, for you, his family, and evan me if i may say so, so maybe you should talk to him and see how he feels about it?
i wish i could go fight, but im stupidly fat, unhealfy and blind in one eye so im not much use lol
and to youki, thanks, but i mean she hasnt done anything wrong really has she?, comparied to my exes shes been the best, theres no bagege (i hope) you know, nothings gone wrong, so yeah
just need to get use to not holding her hand and i think well be ok