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Although i am going to see louise in a few hours i havent seen her for 3 weeks though! :(
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Although i am going to see louise in a few hours i havent seen her for 3 weeks though! :(
prepare for a long and boring speech but need to get it all out!!! feel free to ignore hah.
so i finished work last night, walked outside and rob was sat in his truck round the corner from the pub waiting for me. i had no plans to go to his so was a massive suprise. we picked up a couple of bottles of wine and some smokes, and off we went. when we got to his, we curled up with a glass of wine and a movie, and we spoke about everything. about my confidence issues, how i hate my body, just..everything. to just be able to lay there all chilled out and relaxed, and be able to talk and talk and him listen and not judge, i felt so comfortable. he just laid there, running his hands over each bit of my body in turn, saying something he loved about each part. he then lit a load of candles, scattered them round the room, and gave me the most sensual, perfect massage ever.
when we eventually went to sleep, i started having a really bad nightmare, and i was kinda in a half awake state, but was thrashing aroud and crying and stuff, and rob wrapped me up in his arms and was whispering in my ear "shh, its alright baby, i've got you, nothing can hurt you, your safe"
we spent the rest of the night spooning, i got to be the big spoon at one point XD
seriously, we had our rough patch, but we've come out of it the other side happier, closer, more in love than ever.
i laid there half asleep, and could feel him staring at me, i didnt open my eyes but asked what he was doing, he said "just looking" and carried on staring. <3
i love this man :)
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Awww...that's so sweet.
I really miss Simon. Been having issues with my netbook...have to have a usb keyboard and mouse because the integrated one doesn't work at all. Fun times. And I just wish he was here, he couldn't fix it but like he said he could give me lovely kisses and hugs to make me feel better. It sucks that it's still like two and a half weeks to see him and the last time I spent more than a couple of hours with him was Easter weekend, which was 3 weeks ago, Five and a half weeks is far too long to spend apart. I had this lovely squishy dream last night that we were engaged....hah...I'm such a girl.
Kyle's been so affectionate lately. He tells me all the time that he misses me and can't wait to see me in a couple weeks. He got a new job recently and was going to spend the money on a bus ticket to come here for the weekend, instead of getting stuff he's been wanting for a while. He didn't end up coming cause he had a job interview today (boo), but I thought that was sweet.
His birthday is coming up soon and we're planning a "weekend getaway" without my daughter, and he tells me like 10 times a day how much he's looking forward to it.
He e-mailed me a bit ago and said all these really sweet things.
Does anyone else have this problem?:
You love your SO completely but find it easy to forget sometimes how much they mean to you?
[quote=missyb-oh3;990364]Does anyone else have this problem?:
You love your SO completely but find it easy to forget sometimes how much they mean to you?[/quote]
Definatly me and my hubby have been together 9 years married for 4 this year but I do forget sometimes that he is so wonderful and that I really do love him with all my heart :biggrin:
It's our 6 months on Tuesday but we've been celebrating it today. Bobbins cooked a lovely meal and we had champagne :) and those little chocolate puds we had on Valentine's Day. We're supposed to be off to Postmortem (metal clubnight) at around 10 but he's gone to have a little sleep on my bed, poor tired boy. I love that man so much.
Mine & Danny's 6 months is on Tuesday also :)
I've decided I'm going to pop up to see Simon from Sunday until Tuesday . I can get all my work finished by then and then I'll need a couple of days off before editing it a third time.
as of this morning, im single and it sucks :'( worst day ever