Things are good, although she's home at the moment as she can't really afford to be down here. Shame, means I'm on my lonesome for a few weeks.
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Things are good, although she's home at the moment as she can't really afford to be down here. Shame, means I'm on my lonesome for a few weeks.
Awww...Maark, whenever you talk about your relationship it makes me go all squee inside.
o.o;;
I love having Brandon here at school with me.
He stayed over last night but unfortunately the beds are too small for both of us (he has to sleep a specific way to get the right amount of sleep) so he slept on the futon.
It kinda defeats the purpose cause I would love to share a bed with him but oh well.
It's just nice we can hang out whenever we want, especially cause we're in the same dorm.
Haven;t heard anything from Jamie today. I dodn;t sleep very well last night, took me ages to get to sleep because i was thinking about things and getting upset. I've been at work all day today and been swimming so i havenlt had much time to think today but i have nothing else to do tonight which means lots of free time to think about things and get upset again :o(
*hugs* at least he's sent you a couple of texts so you know he cares enough to not just leave you completely hanging. Do you know when he'll be back at all? Knowing might make it easier to cope with.
I hope it all works out positively for you.
I have no idea how long he is staying away for. he hasn;t said when he;s coming back. The thing i'm worried about (because i have done so much thinking and worrying) is that the only reason he text me yesterday was because i put on facebook about my guinea pig dying. If i hadn;t put that then would he have text me yesterday??
I'm over thinking everything i know but i have nothing else to do and i have no idea what he's thinking or gonna do so that makes it worse...arghhh....i just hate being left feeling so confused
He was obviously checking your facebook though, and he could have just ignored it if he didn't want any contact.
The only thing I can think of saying which might help is that Simon and I went through a similar thing (obviously not as bad, a year is nothing on three years) and it worked out fine and now we're better than ever. I really hope things work out for you. The worst thing is this waiting around not knowing. If you knew one way or the other you could do something about it. I hope he comes back soon.
Jamie broke up with me
*hugs* did he even talk to you face to face?
You must be devastated. Good luck with getting yourself back on track.