Blargh.
Well last night Simon tried to jump on me. Totally bad timing, I had really nasty cramps and just wanted to have a cuddle from my boyfriend. I said no, explained why. I buggered off and went to play on the computer.
It can be really hard living with someone on the autistic spectrum sometimes. He's often really lovely and affectionaite. But when he's concentrating on something else he just isn't at all. Normally that's ok, but I really need a boyfriend right now. I've still only got a temp job, people at work are nice but treating me like a spare wheel, there's a mouse in the house so I just don't feel comfortable in my own house anymore, everyone I love is 3 hours drive away and I don't have a car...I really needed him this week.
*goes off to sulk*
BTW, I know I'm high maintenance before anyone tells me. And no I'm not going to break up with someone over a week of not being sensitive.
