Mannnn.
We had one of those drunken tell each other exactly how we feel talks last night.
Amazing. Things just keep getting better and better and... ahhh :D <3
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Mannnn.
We had one of those drunken tell each other exactly how we feel talks last night.
Amazing. Things just keep getting better and better and... ahhh :D <3
Jons on his way here right now, ive just spent the last 3 hours scrubbing my bathroom and sorting out the mess that was my room!!! So excited, i bought new pillows last week because i know what a pillow hogger he is!!
Was that my phone call? :PQuote:
Originally Posted by wallflower
Haha yes, of course ;)
knew it! =p
I need to officially end it with Ben tomorrow, argh I'm scared!
Good luck, hope it isn't too hard for you.. sure you've thought it through and all that and you know it's the right thing. =)
Thanks :)
We've been on a break for well over a month now and I can see its over. Its not really fair on me or him to just carry it on. Its just kinda scary to finally end it after 3 and a half years.
How come you're breaking up? I thought you were moving to Leeds met with him? :confused:
This is gunna be a bit of an essay to explain...
I was going to go to Leeds Met (and got in wooo), which wasn't to do with him being there. But then a month and a bit ago out off no where he wants to go on a break But there wasn't a set amount off time for this break so it could go on forever. So we have been basically split up for a month and a bit but still officially together.
I was reallyyy bothered at first and haven't really talked about it to anyone, which I guess is why this seems out of the blue. But in the last week or so I've pretty much come to terms with it and realised I gunna have to finish it or we will just carry on this break for god knows how long.
I'm ok with it now I think, greatly thanks to the help of this guy I know Jamie. I have liked him for ages but just ignored it because of Ben, but since this break (actually around 2 weeks ago) its come out that he likes me back. So its just not fair one anyone to keep this relationship going.
So basically this splitting up is just making it official. I've been trying to do it for a week but I only saw Ben once and didn't get the chance, it just doesn't feel right doing over the phone after so long, so I've had to wait till he comes back from Leeds.
Oh and I'm just gunna stay at Man Met now, I could go to Leeds and be around/ so close to Ben all the time.