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I'm glad Robin isn't a console gamer, no Xbox here but he'll stay on GTA or Fallout for hours sometimes, luckily I'm usually doing something computery at the same time.
Year and a half today :O. I know it's stupid to do half-years but it means that it's only half a year til two!
confused. me and Baz have spoke about moving in together, and agreed that its best to leave it a bit (tho i only agreed coz its what he suggested), tho i only spend one night a week at home. last night was my night at home, and he went into such a downer. he's on anti-depressents coz of something that hapened a couple of months ago at work, has been since i met him. He ended up having to go to his mums at like half 10 last night coz his head was really messed up and he didnt want to be alone.
he said it was because he felt lonely and hated me not being there, yet he has said we should leave it a bit before moving in?
confusssseeeddd.
not expecting replies, just needed to rant lol.
TOMORROW WE GET THE KEYSSSSSSSSSSS
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He sounds like he's worried more about what others and yourself might think given you've not been going out that long.Quote:
Originally Posted by Emzyminx
If you want to move in with him, tell him, don't agree to something that you aren't happy to agree too!
Thanks guys. The problem is, the break only lasted the one night, I came home again on Sunday. I'm worried I've rushed him and come back too soon. He says I haven't but I'm really worried. Whatever I do I don't think it'll be the right thing. I'm so scared. The most horrible part of it all is, when I spoke to him just before leaving on Saturday, and I asked what he saw for us in the future he said "I haven't thought about it, there's no point"
It really hurt me. I know it's probably cos we both have no money and he means he can't ask me to marry him with no money etc but I want him to know I love him regardless. He just seemed so down :( he seems happier the past few days but I'm not sure how long it'll last.
I'm worried I should have stayed away longer - one of the things he brought up was that we're not romantic any more, hardly ever have sex and don't really kiss like we used to. But I think if I could just lighten his mood all that would change :(
Spend a really romantic night together, like OTT romantic, that should spark some giggles and romance for you both, its easy to do without using money I'm sure! I hope things work out for the two of you.
I'll try that. We just booked our trip to London the other day. Going in July. I just hope things get better before then :(
If you have an extra £20 knocking about, buy 'Monogamy' ;) Seriously fun, I know it sounds lame but my boyfriend got it for something to do on Valentines day and it's actually really quite fun/exciting and it will end up being a good evening :tongue:
Lolm looks good! Might have to check the bank balance :)
Things are back to being good with Brandon, we're not fighting anymore and have been eating cake frequently enough with lots of cuddles and whatnot besides that.
I'm excited to go home but our nightly sleep overs will be ending. Two more nights left. :(