Really nice day visiting my family today for a cookout. It's always good to see my nephews, they're so cute! It brightened my day, and my feelings
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Really nice day visiting my family today for a cookout. It's always good to see my nephews, they're so cute! It brightened my day, and my feelings
I was walking back from a doctor's appointment and I just looked up at the cathedral and thought to myself 'that is such an astonishing piece of architecture, it's beautiful'. I see it every day (you can't walk anywhere in this city and not see the cathedral, heh), but today I was just really struck by how awe inspiring it really is, this Behemoth of God.
Thing is, it wasn't the fact that I was marvelling at the elegant, stone giant that really made me smile. It was the fact that, for the first time in what feels like aeons, I was having pure, undiluted and candid positivity. I felt content, I felt at peace with myself and with the world, despite the fact I have a deadline looming over my head like some foul, fanged demon waiting to strike.
I'm not even half way through this assignment, I have just over twenty four hours until hand in. I don't care. I am not in the slightest bit stressed or frustrated.
It's been really rather an inordinate amount of time since I felt like this. So long, I'd quite forgotten just how wondrous it felt, how nothing matters, how you feel indomitable and capable of anything. How I can't fail anything, because even if I fail my course, I haven't failed myself because I have achieved this one, desperately paramount goal that I've been fighting so hard to reach for months. This one goal that I'd thrown to the wind in favour of education, only to realise everything else pales in comparison.
Today I was genuinely, whole heartedly happy.
And there's nothing better.
Yaaaayyyy congrats Jester!!!! I'm so happy you found your happy! It's a wonderful feeling isn't it?
*big squishes*
Yay happy!!!! So happy for you. It really is a great feeling. It's such a relief to know you can still feel it, you know?
cancellation for tomorrow means i can now get my tattoo finished tomorrow instead of next week :D
Haha! I'll post a pic when she is all done :) cannot wait!
two good things happen today. I got my plugs for my ears and my husband is coming home from offshore today:dance2: