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I broke up with Mike today and it was absolutely awful, the worst thing I have ever had to do. I feel like I'm in the worst place atm and all I can think about is getting back with him. He treated me amazingly and I do love him, okay so there wasn't any real raw passion, but we had a good thing. I know we're both raw and vulnerable atm and I feel sick with guilt and I can't stop questioning myself, which is natural, but maybe I made a mistake.
Sorry it was so hard Rosie.
But I wouldn't be thinking about getting back together when you were just saying it was time to break up.
It could be the familiarity of having him as your boyfriend that's making you feel that way.
Give it a couple weeks, hell, a couple months and then see how you feel then.
I know, I'm being overdramatic and stupid and I'm struggling to adjust, obviously he is more, but I can't stop thinking that I've ruined a decent relationship.
He said we're still best friends even though I said I'd give him all the time in the world to be okay with this but he's insisting we still do the gigs together and we still meet up every week and stuff but I don't think it's hit him yet. God, it broke my heart doing this, it really did. It left me crying for about 2 and a half hours.